Taking it all in

Aharon is doing well. He will see his Cardiologist next Thursday. They plan to schedule his cath so they can prepare for his second surgery the Glenn. He has gained weight and is eating and sleeping well. The only time it dawns on me that he has a CHD is when we give him his medicine. I am tring to prepare myself mentally for the next surgery, but it is so hard. I keep telling myself maybe he doesnt need it, searching for alternatives, but at the end of the day I know that it has to be done. I pray with all my heart that they will find a cure for CHDs and a way to prevent them. I am so blessed everyday that I have my little man. He is truly amazing. I cant wait to watch him grow up.